很慢

這是一個哀悼和自我審視的過程
我選擇走地很慢很慢很慢


慢到要可以一字一句的琢磨
慢到要可以一呼一吸的感受
慢到要可以一扎一刺的搐痛
慢到要可以一毫一絲的放鬆

慢到停滯


『如果沒有進展突破
妳可以停滯不前』勸說




在這種如此講究快速與效率的年代
時間
還是最後的正確答案




在答案明朗呈現前


可以是憤恨的否認
也可以是平靜的接受

迷路

如果水牛迷路了
誰可以帶她回來？

水牛身上有地圖可以查詢
指南針可以定向
有嘴巴可以問路
有盤纏可以搭車

所以如果水牛迷路
必須自己回來


但是

如果水牛不想回來
也沒辦法叫她回來



因為
水牛身上有地圖可以查詢
指南針可以定向
有嘴巴可以問路
有盤纏可以搭車

所以

如果水牛不想回來
她就是不會回來。







除非
找到尋覓已久的東西
水牛或許會
以內建的衛星導航
準確的訂定回程

I call it love

Have you ever been in this feeling of
That inside of your stomach gets sour
And your heart is going to blast out
Feeling your fingertips swelled with throbs

I call it love

Have you ever been in this feeling of
Crying over someone's remained-smell and
Smiling shivering losing gets all at once
Can't have enough but just lying there

I call it love

If it's the risk I have to take
Then please come along
If it's the chance I have to take
Then please come along
If you make sure that you are mine
Then I will let you go
If you make sure that everything is all right
Then you may take my soul
With you

Then you will have my words
I'll promise my loyalty to you
I'll promise my lifetime with you

Bend your brows
Tight your lips
Devour me
Drunk in your gaze

Bend me over
Stay on my skin
Linger inside me
Swallow me